hihihihihihhihihi, exams are over,im so happy! can relax,watch dramas!:D gna watch boys over flowers again! and my girl(:
THURSDAY went to lynn's house to watch! she bought the boys over flowers dvd! getting addicted all over again(: janice and ce laugh alot!LOLL we were very reluctant to go back home after that haha
FRIDAY had oral. surprisingly chinese was better than english!.. then went to eat roti prata with janice,ce,amelia lynn and lijia went home after lunch,went to lan! LOLLL! then ce watched while we all played audition super hard game but janice is a pro luh thenthen have bigbang song!:D but too fast TT played for an hr,then janice went training amelia and me stayed and play for another hr(: we tried many slow song we couldnt get left and right correct :S then we tried fast songs even worse!lol! watched the guys playing some killing game so gross! ater that went to change cos our shirt was..but then... LOL! went home right after that(: I WANT TO PLAY AGAIN!:D
hahhahahaha,cant believe i saw u there..so surprised..felt sad yet happy..u were so close yet so far yknw..everytime i see you,will start ti rmb abt the past..andand it hurts..i try to shut it all out,but i just cant..i rly wna let go,but i cant..its not that i dun want..its just so hard...7mths alr..tired alr..ahh,it hurts even more that when u see me u show a totally dun care and irritated face..do u hate to see me that much?..haiiiiii... TT
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Friday, April 24, 2009 ; 9:03:00 PM {♥}
stress.super stress. MYE are coming but i have srsly no mood to study. so sian of studying.howhowwwwww????-.-
life is super screwed luh.duno how to say also.no,is dun want to say.okay,whatever.cant be bothered anymore.everything is contridicting.i feel like im stuck in a maze with no way out.
you ask me if i really don’t feel anything or if nothing’s wrong from time to timedo i really look like nothing is wrong? do i?even now, when i look at you my heart hurts..even if it’s for a moment, i try hard not to let my tears falldon’t you know that i’m smiling like a fool?now how can you and i become friends like before?can we really be like that? can we really?
press the reset, press press the reset i’m looking at you.. only you press the reset, press press the reset you, i can’t forget you press the reset, press press the reset how am i to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me press the reset, press press the reset
[Rap] you.. please say something..that your heart is aching with longing too, like me.. tell me my heart stops.. i can’t breathe.. my wounds don’t heal i patch up the empty holes you left with tears today tooby any chance, would you go there? think about me occasionally?thinking this, i go crazy. do you know this heart of mine?i love you i love you. i promise you.. i’ll hold your hand tight.i’m sorry i’m sorry.. come back to me. press the reset
can we really not go back to how we were.. to the day when we first bumped into each other i guess we can’t go back to that day.. please, oh please possibly.. maybe.. if… you too are smiling for my sakeif it’s really like that, come back now
press the reset, press press the reset i’m looking at you.. only you press the reset, press press the reset you, i can’t forget you press the reset, press press the reset how am i to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me press the reset, press press the reset
rather, should i leave first? is letting you go something i do for you?but forgive me.. i can’t do it. i can’t forget you. come back
press the reset, press press the reset i’m looking at you.. only you press the reset, press press the resetyou, i can’t forget you press the reset, press press the reset how am i to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me press the reset, press press the reset
press the reset.if only life has a reset button. my heart hurts to see you like this.and all i can do is stare.
i dont want my life.its like a rollar coaster ride.im tired of all these.i wish i were dead.i try.holding back those tears when i see you.everyday im so frightened that you two will end up tgth.i cant imagine.i dont trust you.i dont trust her.what should i do?
